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Sunday, 14 February 2010

  • A Few Updates:

    Best friend still cares about me, but his girlfriend is being a bitch and forbid him to talk to me.

    Relationship with boyfriend still great.

    Life: Trying to get it together and going right now. With a new start up company that just signed a huge account. And trying some modeling and acting. Nothing serious though. Just something to fill the time.

    Trying to get my life together so I have something to show everyone. I feel shameful to have dropped out of grad school.

    My ex is getting married, again...want to get my life together to have something to show about myself.

    My other ex is half way done with grad school, want to get my life together so badly to have something to show about myself.

    I am thankful for the friends I have.

    I am very grateful.

    Love,

    BB

Thursday, 09 April 2009

  • To J:

    I still think about you. But I refuse to submit to your narcissism. Maybe if you had treated me more like a friend I would still be here for you. I was not your fan. I was your lover. Maybe that is why we cannot be friends.

  • To T:

    You may be friends with all the boys but to them, you are just a friend. I am their lover. I am their idol. I am who they long after. I am someone they want but can't have. I am a past relationship, not someone they want to be friends with.

    Is it better to be you? Is it better to be me?

Tuesday, 14 October 2008

  • Devastated

    After writing him a 'step it up, or else I won't be here' letter, I found out that my 'best' friend found me intimidating and hard to say no to. It's my way or the highway.

    Over the past few days, I have thought long and hard about what he said. And it's just not true...it may seemed that way 8 years ago in high school, when we both thought it was cute of me to act aggressive. However, over the years, I have learned that's not how life works.

    I feel as if he really misunderstood me. Right now, our friendship hangs in such an unbalance, I just don't know how to save it.

    sad,

    BB

Wednesday, 08 October 2008

  • My doormat 'best friend'

    I am in complete fury right now. My best friend of 8 years had just bailed out on me AGAIN. We had planned of going to BlizzCon together this weekend. I can’t say I am surprised that he did this. He’s the type of guy to totally give in to whatever his S/O wants. It didn’t matter if we had planned this trip since August. His girlfriend’s not into video game conventions and wants to drag him off to some place for her 3 day weekend, then that’s what he’ll do.

    We’re not as close as we used to be, because being a girl, I know to keep my distance now that he has a girlfriend. But still, he’s my best friend and I would still like to see him once every few months. Is that asking too much? This wouldn't be the first time to threaten ending our friendship. If he doesn't care, why should I?

    Do you know someone who’s a total doormat when it comes to his or her significant others? If so, how would you deal with this?


    kisses,
    BB

     

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